A warmth that prickles
Slowly it burns to scorching flames
Torched so deeply, my cries can no longer be heard
With every breath, the heat surges without mercy
As i wither in the blazing fire, i shall resign myself to my fate
From body to ashes
A death needed for salvation
The rising of smoke
The flight of my broken soul
Flying to the infinite skes, it will disappear without a trace
To be forgotten like a mere fleeting moment
I've tried selling my soul to the devil
Flaunting it out in the open for all the demons to see
So many times I allowed them to feast
To tear every bit of what keeps me living
With my eyes wide open, I have watched my many deaths
Ignoring the fear
Brushing away the guilt
I just kept on digging
Until the pain became non-existent
The remorse completely concealed
I played a game with Darkness
And now it seeks to play with me
Until I perish without a trace
Let go of the feeling
It's time to start seeing
The way life really is
We are never spared from that nostalgic miss
Brutal and unforgiving, it never fails to pierce
A soul so fragile, untouched for so many years
Bruised within you might be
It was the only way to unravel the mystery
Longings and resentments you must now ignore
It's time for you to be more
Than you ever thought you could be and allow your heart to mend
Awaken your senses..It's time to transcend
Maybe we were never meant to be
I could only love you in a fantasy
You'll never feel the way I felt for you
That's one thing I wish I could do
Is it possible to love all alone
To be completely devoted even if nothing is shown
Everytime I feel you within
I wonder what could have been
My words may seem like I have given up
Yet my soul has never stopped
Loving through feeling pain
Too many moments on the verge of going insane
I'll never stop staring into space
Until the day I no longer see your face
Carnal vibes looming
Erotic thoughts slowly stirring
A sensation of ecstacy
Trapped in an orgasmic fantasy
Eyes shut tight
Movements grinding with tremendous might
From fast to slow
A one-man erratic show
Grips are tighthened
Intensity heightened
A quaking flow waiting to ignite
One desperately tries to prolong the fight
Alas, the eruption begins
Justify in your head that everyone sins
Pleasure so mesmerizing
That is the evil lurking
Give solace to all who are in grief
Blanket them in warmth
Protect them from the ruthless cold that prickles without mercy
For every tear they shed, touch them with a beautiful memory
Allow their pain to open their souls to the world
Create clarity in their confusion
In all their hopes and resentments, may they be filled with profound depth
Allow them to falter and crash
So they may rise and remember the grace of life